Monday, May 2, 2011

I hate not having motivation...

So seeing that a friend of mine had made a blog here, I decided to "follow the leader" if I term it as such, and make one here myself. I suppose this is where I'll be posting my thoughts, since I think it would be wise to. Moving on!

Since this year has begun I keep telling myself "I'm going to draw something that will blow my mind away!" and try to impress myself. Yet when I sit down and prepare myself, all that motivation goes flying out the window. I either spend the rest of the night looking at things on the internet, playing a game or sulking on my latest depression. Even as I am typing this, I have my 2011 sketchbook sitting on my desk, its pages mostly empty (only one page has stuff in it). It's already May, almost halfway through the year (the time sure flies!) and I haven't even started letting my creativity flow.

...Why?

Why is that? I know the answer should be there in front of me... but why can't I figure it out? I have the ideas, I have the motivation while thinking, yet when it comes to actually drawing, everything I conjured up during the day has all of a sudden withdrew back into the depths of my mind, awaiting for another day to be used.

In other news, I'm a good amount done renewing my room to give it a more relaxed, mature feel. I haven't replaced any of my furniture since I was 10, and now that I'm 21, I felt it was about time.

-Richie

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