I've been aware that depression does things like makes you sad, emotionally weak, low self-confidence, and I've been aware that depression makes you literally sick. I've been aware of this before I found out via research.
Every day I feel it eating away at me from the inside.
Every day I feel another crack form in my spirit, slowly bringing it closer to shattering.
I just woke up from bed, unable to sleep as I find another futile remedy for my depression. Right now I'm attempting talking to friends and listening to music.
Ironically while people like to symbolize the rain and sun as depression and happiness respectively, I love the rain the most, and rainy days put me in a good mood.
Oh how I long to be permanently happy. How I would love to see all this depression wash away, how I can just eventually laugh to my hearts desire. How I would love to see my eventual problems be solved with a calm and solid mind, and not allow them to take my mind over.
Someday.
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